Disconnected.
I don’t really tilt, well, I haven’t yet. I think the reason why I don’t is because it’s been drilled into me from day one. ‘This is an emotional game, it will fuck with your mind.’ Tilting is spoken about like it’s an inevitable part of the game, that even though you know your decision was correct, the outcome was against you, therefore you should be angry. Since so much of my time playing has been with Skelm, learning from his decisions and his guidance I guess I would feel like a dick if I got angry, he has played many many more hands than me, had downswings longer than my career (hands-wise), anything I had to say in anger would seem petty and irrelevant.
It’s been throwing me around like a ragdoll lately, still going up and down, hovering around the one spot for thousands of hands, but I find no reason to get angry, as each time I log on, I’m slightly better than the last time, my decisions are that much clearer, and I know there’s money out there to be made.
